Enjoy the Fall

My body caught up to my mind
Deteriorates at accelerate rates
And it's just a matter of time
Advances the cancerous thoughts out of line

My time has caught up to the strike
I couldn’t care less If I lose it in chess
I confess, I wouldn’t be kind
Degrading and hating these thoughts in my mind

And I
Can't keep them out
Won’t keep them in
The pills that I swallow
The words that might follow
To fill all my sorrow
With haze
For days I

Cut through the rope
I Enjoy the Fall
Slippery slope
Once you've seen it all

Callus and tropes
Build inside my walls
Tantrums and hope burry
My curtain calls

My body caught up to my mind
Instead of the harmony we got the war disease
Cripples, ripples, defines
My future, a suture, a scar, but it's mine!

And I
Can't take them out
Won't keep them in
The words that I struggle
With herbs that I juggle
If only they'd double
As bait
Just wait till I

Cut through the rope
I Enjoy the Fall
Slippery slope
Once you've seen it all

Callus and tropes
Build inside my walls
Tantrums and hope bury
My curtain calls It goes
Cut through the rope
I Enjoy the Fall
Slippery slope
Once you've seen it all

Callus and tropes
Build inside my walls
Tantrums and hope bury
My curtain calls

Cut the rope
I’ll be your thrall
Oh Sirens call
Shall be my fall

Tantrums and hope bury…
Tantrums and hope bury…
Tantrums and hope bury…
Tantrums and hope bury…
My curtain calls it goes…

Tantrums and hope bury
My curtain calls it goes

Headstart

You couldn’t have waited to step on me
The blood wasn’t dry and the grass had not grown
So come on and take your best shot and see
If it has the effect you’d expect to be shown

And when I get down on one knee
It is just for the Headstart
Cause when you come crawling back to me
I’ll be running with all of my heart

Your timing was off and your mind was on crack
I would have been waiting for you any day
But when I turned around all I could see was your back
Quite disappointing that you lost your way

And when I get down on one knee
It is just for the Headstart
Cause when you come crawling back to me
I’ll be running with all of my heart

The higher the Liar
The deeper the Fall
When rats fly and birds crawl and dead rise
I’ll call

Vindictive Inertia

Inertia overcomes me
Despite efforts I can't sleep
Ignite the fort, it shall be
Desertion, fail and repeat

Done to my sense
Rejoice, feel cleansed
Meet ends, deepened
Far from reason

Burning Coughing dying
Inconsequential lying
Depleted resource trying 
Effectively just sighing

So long see you
Last call clean too
Till we feel pain
Don't try to fail

Slowly getting through my skull
This idea that I'm coming from
A place where I am going to

Scared of my ability
To be the cure for your disease
Question if I'm helping or
Destroying what you’re reaching for

Slowly sinking in my skull
This idle thought of being wrong
The case that's made, it’s just too strong
And tastes the way I bite my tongue

Ceramic Face

I might have trouble buying shoes
But at least I try
Which can’t be said about your views
After all the time
You sit and point and just refuse
Any doubts of mine
Keep striking sparks to the fuse
And you’ll start a fire

My Ceramic Face is cracking
And my organic phase runs out
The strings that hold me back are snapping
There is nothing left but doubt

Shout out
Out of my empty sphere
Out now
There was never anyone here

It might be easy reading you
But it does not mean
You’re entitled to the same
When you look at me
So be my guest and try to guess
What’s going on in this mess
And should I snap there then perhaps fair play
Was not the best

My Ceramic Face is cracking
And my organic phase runs out
The strings that hold me back are snapping
There is nothing left but doubt
My Ceramic Face is cracking
And my organic phase runs out
The strings that hold me back are snapping
There is nothing left but doubt.

Shout out
Out of my empty sphere
Out now
There was never anyone here

And I can’t recall a time
Where I have been benign
Or do I just deny
What’s kind and right?

My Ceramic Face is cracking
And my organic phase runs out
The strings that hold me back are snapping
There is nothing left but doubt
My Ceramic Face is cracking
And my organic phase runs out
The strings that hold me back are snapping
There is nothing left but doubt
There is nothing left but doubt
There is nothing left but doubt
There is nothing left but doubt

Structures

Plagued with good intentions
By extension just a saint
It ain’t the wise who promise to rise
Where others have miserably failed

State of mindDecayed over time
But action was needed to break
Deserted their line
Deserted their line
Deserted their line
Now served as a lie

Allow me to explain
And patiently complain
The structures that have failed
Designed to
Allow me to explain
And patiently complain
The structures that have failed
Designed to
Serve the cowards
Earth devoured

Cruel without proportion
A distortion of the way
It wasn’t the brave
Through chasm and grave
Would lead all their legions astray
Coincidence finds
The triggering mines
And reason complete disarray
Divisive and passive
Control of the masses
A toll for unwilling to pay

Allow me to explain
And patiently complain
The structures that have failed
Designed to
Allow me to explain
And patiently complain
The structures that have failed
Designed to
Serve the cowards
Earth devoured

Paved with good intentions
An exception to escape
This ain’t paradise, this hellish device
This product of famine and trade
Progress betrayed
By those who have slayed
The founders of our success
Consider them blessed
For what comes next
Is carnage too good for the grave

Once the victim
Twice the fool
Once you pick them
None shall rule
Once the victim
Twice the fool
Once you pick them
None shall rule

Buddy

You took a wrong turn buddy
And now you fall down and suddenly
You realize that there's nothing worse 
You'll ever be

You took a wrong turn chap
Can’t realize you’re walking into a trap
You've been consumed by the fumes 
That these fools mistook for fire

And how could this
Ever not feel wrong
Too long
Been dazzled by the rage
It fades
Each minute that it's gone
Too longYou have been

Enslaved by the words coming out of the snake's mouth
Doomed to repeat all the heat vaped into clouds
Comets may fall, waves will arise and the nescient blessed will prevail
Cash in your checks, no regrets until life is reset to a better way

I couldn't care less friend
Made me regret it even more in the end
And that's the best you will get when you bet and you vet on them
I could say well played, mate
But then I’d say I fucking lied to your face
I can’t go with or without all this bullshit and drought in your brain

And how could this
Ever not feel wrong
Too long
Been dazzled by the rage
It fades
Each minute that it's gone
Too long
You have been

Enslaved by the words coming out of the snake's mouth
Doomed to repeat all the heat vaped into clouds
Comets may fall, waves will arise and the nescient blessed will prevail
Cash in your checks, no regrets until life is reset to a better way

And how could this
Ever not feel numb?
Too strong
Embezzled in this cage
It raids
Each minute that they’ve won
Is gone
You have been 

Enslaved by the words coming out of the snake's mouth
Doomed to repeat all the heat vaped into clouds
Comets may fall, waves will arise and the nescient blessed will prevail
Cash in your checks, no regrets until life is reset to a better way

Rain

Crumbled leaves fall on dead trees
Air fulfills my mystic needs
Casting iron will aside
The tide is changed by one last stride

Holy dove and doubtful shield
Harvest reaped from stolen fields
Treason wept from whites lies
Will try to reason with your time
And while you lie and reconcile
Prepare for your trial

In the rain with fortunes blessed
The fume of cigarettes
With shy countenance, fallen gaze
With sold souls
Heroes, nothing but heroes
How sudden between stumbled prayers friends meet
Ready ridden red light
Rotating themselves, rotating themselves
Rotating themselves into something
Rotating themselves into nothing

Longing haze of long lost days
Frightful plays constructed maze
Quenching out the last of life
The hive is calm despite the knife

Tired lungs have just begun
Dire fun among the sun
Prefer the rope by their design
Their time has slipped, their space is mine
And while you lie and reconcile
Prepare for your trial

In the rain with fortunes blessed
The fume of cigarettes
With shy countenance, fallen gaze
With sold souls
Heroes, nothing but heroes
How sudden between stumbled prayers friends meet
Ready ridden red light
Rotating themselves, rotating themselves
Rotating themselves into something
Rotating themselves into nothing

In the rain with fortunes blessed
The fume of cigarettes
With shy countenance, fallen gaze
With sold souls
Heroes, nothing but heroes
How sudden between stumbled prayers friends meet
Ready ridden red light
Rotating themselves, rotating themselves
Rotating themselves into something
Rotating themselves into

Drowned

Cold now
Deep
Under these grounds
Found
Sleep
Hungry sounds

Cold and dry and devastated
I've been trying to recreate this
Washed up memory that I hold dear
Sun eclipsed under my vessel
Stopped supporting your obsession
Took away my childish thought of fear

Call me back
Pull me down
Choke and drown
The allegations
What once was 
Won't be lost
To the deep

Water comes, and worry goes
Illustrates what never shows
Washed away the stains upon my shield
Sorrow's been there long enough
Lingering, collecting dust
Dried and hung and severed on the keel

Call me back
Pull me down
Choke and drown
The allegations
What once was 
Won't be lost
To the deep

Old now, gone
From all that drowned
Bound to repeat
Grin and frown

Cold now, gone
All that Drowned
Bound to repeat
Grin and frown

Cold now, gone
All that Drowned
Bound to repeat
Grin and frown
Grin and frown
Grin and frown

Duality of Harmony²

Try and shake hands
Stay compliant
Just repeat it
Never fight it

And it was never the same
No need to think about
To take a hit or the blame
There’d never be a doubt

In my mind, in their eyes
It was not disapproved
All the time and despite
Awareness is on the move

When did a liberal,
Ever liberate anyone?
You can sign and deny
And vote whatever you like
But in time you will find
Nothing comes without a fight
So fight me!
The Duality of Harmony

All the violence
Was contagious
All the dying
Was in vain thus

You try and justify
And never think about
The ones you left behind
The ones who never shout

And your kind, in your core
I know you already know
That when crisis and war remain
We’ll come for your home

When did a liberal,
Ever liberate anyone?
You can sign and deny
And vote whatever you like
But in time you will find
Nothing comes without a fight
So fight me!
The Duality of Harmony

The harmony denies me
Antilogy defines me
But I am the law
Hell be damned if you fall
Don’t deny what is plain to the eye

Duality divides me
Tranquility defines the
Outcome of all
Can you hear how it calls?
To the arms and to certain rise

So fight me

Soldier of Fortune

He was but a man
His arms could withstand
The forces of oncoming storm
Yet none could hold
His spirits afloat

When faced with defiance and scorn
The voice of the wicked
Then settled and quickened
The rage in the purest of minds
And they would break
Through fires of hate
The spirits of virtuous and kind

Oh storm arrives,
By the waves
Come the tide
Hold on to life
Once heart fades
None but pride
Oceans part
Aches of heart

The pact was made
By those he betrayed
And offered the way of the knife
The trail in the water
From traitor to martyr
Signed over the course for his life
The quill hits the cypher
Tranquil she arrives as
The bright side comes out of the fog
Wreaks havoc on starboard
And fire on my word
To send them all back to their gods

Oh, storm arrives
By the waves
Come the tide
Hold onto life
Once heart fades
None but pride
Oceans part
Aches of Heart

The song of the siren
Would not pass him by
As the crew all deserted their posts
Oh reckless endeavor
Defied by the weather
Now sunk at the sight of the coast
Now calm as the waters
Return to the quarters
The Soldier of Fortune prevails
He tied down the rope
As the tide drowned his hope
To return to the shore by his sails

Oh, storm arrives
By the waves
Come the tide
Hold onto life
Once heart fades
None but pride
Reign over seas
Tricked by light
Led by greed
Oh, once the peace
Calms the fight
You shall see

Oceans part
Aches of Heart
As the Waves depart
To the grave and the dark

Oh, storm arrives
By the waves
Come the tide

Helios fades as our
(Hold the life)
downfall awaits shall we
(You see in pride)
cast away flag and pride?

Reign over seas
Tricked by light
Led by greedOceans part
Aches of heart
As the waves below
To the grave and to the dark we go